Stop & read.

I’ll always have a place for you in my heart. It’s been a few years since we both went our separate ways. We drove each other crazy but I did things to keep you happy, even if that meant losing you. I wish you knew the man I am today but I won’t dare disrespect what you have right now. I’ve had some amazing moments happen in these past years and I would love to share them with you. However, I don’t want to disrupt your life to update you on my life. I can honestly say that from time to time you keep resurfacing in my mind and for that moment I can feel everything we went through but the good times over power all the bad ones. I don’t care how bad you’ve done me wrong and vice versa, I’ll always have a place for you in my heart. No one is perfect and even though I can clearly remember calling you perfect, you weren’t. I loved that you were not perfect, you were raw. The thought of talking to you today scares the hell out of me for the pure reason that you might not be that girl I once knew. You might not read my mind like you used to when I didn’t even say a word. Sometimes I wonder if you still know me like that. I feel like you will forever have that advantage on me no matter how long we don’t talk to each other. I miss everything about you. I miss the way your hair would be in your face, your eyes and smile that would make me give in to anything. I miss the way that you’d talk to me and help me sleep the days I couldn’t I appreciate you so much and I can only hope that the person in your life now appreciates you the way I do. After you, I had to destroy and isolate myself; I rebuilt a new me and I’m no longer the person I was. I wish I could have another shot with you but I’ll never take your happiness away. I love you and thank you for everything. Always remember that you’re a gorgeous woman and don’t let anyone call you or put in your mind that you’re less than that. Good luck to you and your future. I miss you and I hope you get the chance to come across this. If so, you should know that this is exactly about you. Read my mind. Give me a clue that you’ve read this..hit like? Send me an anon if you have to.

How are you?

However you assume I am.

"And all I got is a big broken heart and memories I can’t drink away. Just because the man I was wasn’t enough to make you stay. The heaven we had, the hell that I’m going through, other than that, there ain’t much left of loving you."

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