I’ve been running a lot lately.
I’ve been using all the negativity that’s been going on as fuel. I’ve been pushing myself a lot more and the result to that is losing weight. Today I ran 8 miles and also worked out. I want to go back to running 8-10 miles everyday like I used to do. Hopefully that will make me more sleepy at night so I can get sleep in.
I literally hate myself today.
I wish I had reacted to a certain situation in a better way. I completely lost it because I was so upset about it. I’m embarrassed how I acted and I wish I knew how to fix this.
Fuck up 101
I should write a book. I’m not sure how I’m going to manage to get some sleep in tonight but if I can’t, then I’ll have to force myself.
I’m tired of women complaining how they can’t find a good guy.
Women complain how guys all just want sex and yeah, us guys like us some sex but some of us, like me, want a relationship. You females are just as bad, if not worse than the males. All you girls want is sex and cuddling and just someone to sleep next to but when it comes down to a relationship as in a committed one, majority of you females bail. You lead us on to nothing. Absolutely nothing. We waste months of time on you, all for nothing. Some people have wasted years, others weeks. We send you good morning texts and good night texts, we talk to you through out the day and check up on you to make sure everything is good, just as you like. Then we hear oh he is annoying, clingy guy, weird or creepy..when really we are just being nice. Some people, like me, are just nice in general. Some of you women love to twist words around and lie to your best friends about us and sometimes that shit back fires on you cause sometimes your best friend knows you’re lying and is wrong and ends up telling us the truth. Some of you women like to claim what a bad bitch you were cause you got sex..no female, sit down and cross your legs. That makes you look like a whore. All you have to do is spread your legs for us. Women also love to lie for attention and act like they didn’t when they were already busted and we caught you in the act. What I hate most is when girls are always saying they need a good guy, when a good guy is right in front of their faces and then they go and talk to some douchebag that would only like sex from her and naked pictures so they can go show every single one of their guy friends and say how easy it was to get with you. That’s why majority of women are fucking just disgustingly nasty. Women have no damn respect for themselves now a days. I also hate how every single girl I have spoken to tells me how perfect of a boyfriend I would be and all this crap but so far I have done nothing but just be myself and when shit starts getting a bit serious they all bail out and all of a sudden just want a friendship. I’m sick of that bullshit. Have you ever noticed that most songs that are sung about heartbreak are from guys? All you women are turning into cold hearted freaks. The only thing you’re thinking is who can I talk to next? You women that have good guys just treat them like complete shit. You women don’t appreciate what you have till it’s gone for good. I would never waste my god damn time on a girl that I already knew I wouldn’t want to be with. I’d never lead them on to nothing. I’d never treat any girl like shit. I’d never curse in front of them and I’d be a gentlemen towards them (except for this post cause I’m pissed off and you women need to know what’s up). You women have good guys right in front of your face and you over look them all. So don’t bitch when you’re truly forever alone.
I’ve been really happy lately.
I honestly think it is because of her. Every time we talk it is just great, plus she is real cute right before bed hah With that being said, my night is made and it’s all cause of her. :)
I’m fed up with a ton of shit that’s been going on lately. Today is one of those half good, half bad type of days for me.